So the last couple of nights i have had little man sleep in my bed so as not to wake little fighter. I know that's wrong, but it keeps me sane and the kids have uninterruptes sleep. My husband doesnt get it because.he only has the kids at night by himself maybe 2 Saturdays a month. When they are at the sitters they have seperate rooms.
I would love to have at least one more child, but i dont think.my husband feels the same way. He doesnt want whatever happens ahpoen yet he isnt taking my ue on things and still following is own needs and urges.
I also know unless hubby changes his work patterns i wont be able to emotionally handle more kids. He is also missing little man and little fighter lives as it is. I mean really 1.5 days out of the week is all he sees them when they are awake.
We need a bigger house and the renovations he has planned on the current house make absolutely no sense in making it easier to stay.
